| i've learned quite a few things about life and all that good stuff these past two years. i learned that maturity is not a product of age. they do not come hand in hand and most definitely are not reflections of eachother. it is simply how one approaches both the good and bad in life, nothing more. it has nothing to do with your background or how educated you may be. it is the degree of strength, honesty, and character that one is willing to face life with. maturity is the grace with which one carries the loads on his back.
i choose now to live my life openly, for it is a burden to carry all your secrets by yourself. the casualties on the way do not outweigh the shallow convenience of sheltering oneself from truth. i hope he does not continue to hurt himself. i hope he has the strength to see his flaws...it almost killed me to slowly begin recognizing my own faults. i finally have the strength to see that he is not so perfect and so i can imagine it must take much much more strength for himself to see that. i do hope for the best though.
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| i dont like change. i dont like changing. i dont like having to change.
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| someone write me an email so i can pretend like i matter and get lots of email =D
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| facebook is a little too intimidating sometimes...back to my familiar xangerrr
so....stanley huang's new album, surprisingly, brings some pretty intense emotions. yes, "...high heels so sexy" is a line that makes me hate and love at the same time. how sad...
it's a good thing that i'm fed up with disappointment. i'm much smarter now, right?
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| i dont ask for much. i just want some fucking zhen zhu nai cha, oh ah jien, and my fat to go away. not too much to ask, right?!?!
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